Benefits to Sharing Your Story
A writing from a journal:
I live my life in cycles. I don't want to, but somehow over and over the pattern repeats. As I get older I am able to recognize this - even pinpoint where I most likely am on this timeline. But so far that has not kept me from hoppin on for one more time around.
I am smart. I have a bit of raw talent in a couple areas. When I focus my efforts on developing those talents I even surprise myself and slowly but steadily I build up confidence. I push myself and others start to see my success. Expectations grow as do responsibilities. I excel. My family relaxes around me - I am finally beginning to not only identify but also utilize and maximize my potential. See, they knew I could do it! Out of the woodwork old teachers, bosses, friends and people that I have seen for years, alter in and out. They too are excited and impressed. The pressure builds. Life becomes predictable. Slightly overwhelming. I feel like I am stepping far far away from my comfort zone, entering new and foreign places. I falter. Maybe I leave someone who had put faith in me disappointed. Maybe I just can't play this charade any longer. Maybe I just let myself take it easy - just for a bit. I don't know what happens, but I basically just mess up.
Most people move on. They learn from it, they accept that this happens, and start fresh. I feel bad. I start to second guess myself. Instead of the confidence and budding success as my motivation I use my self loathing. I use my absolute fear of failing, of putting my true cards on the table and still not measuring up as my driving force behind the next series of events. I take that one seemingly minor mistake - no matter the outcome ( I know I messed up, event if you don't, and if you know too and say it's okay, I know it is not) I take that little mistake and run wild with it. I don't let someone else take me down. No. I can do this on my own. Everyone quietly steps back to watch the self destruction....
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